Dear Aiky,
Hi how are you? I don't know where you are now, but I've been thinking about you lately. Yes, I am thinking about our short conversation at our lovely campus years ago.
Did you remember my stupid question to you? It was about your relationship with someone, a friendship.
Me : Why don't you dating her, Ky?
You : Why do you ask me that question?
Me : Nothing, just thinking.
You : Thereat, you chuckled and said "I love her that much, Ri. It's better like this, If we are dating, there always be possibilities for us to hurt each other and I don't wanna hurt her".
Me : silent for a moment and said "is it? Is that what you think?"
You : yes, at least for now.
You : Why do you ask me that question?
Me : Nothing, just thinking.
You : Thereat, you chuckled and said "I love her that much, Ri. It's better like this, If we are dating, there always be possibilities for us to hurt each other and I don't wanna hurt her".
Me : silent for a moment and said "is it? Is that what you think?"
You : yes, at least for now.
A year after, I heard you dating her. I tried to find a sense behind your decision. It might be because you wanted to take the one and the only chance you had to always be there for her, and nothing wrong with that.
When I met you and gave you a congratulation, you smiled and said "Life happens, Ri" then I smiled too.
It actually happened to a friend of mine, Ky. She loves someone for no reason. Hahaha... yeah if you asked her "why him?" probably she will just give you her best smile ;')
But shit happened! And shit by default is very very shitty. It's just 'the truth is ugly'.
Skip the shit.
